She's quiet for a moment, trying to figure out how she feels about this. "I don't know. Before tonight, I wouldn't have thought he was capable of hurting me like this. But now ... "

Now she's wondering if she ever really saw him for who he was. If she ever actually understood what it meant to be a vampire. She knows he's made his mistakes, but in a selfish kind of way, she always felt safe with him. And until an hour ago, she still did.