Can she just say that she officially hates her life now? Because she has a sneaking suspicion that she has just been transported to Sam's world. While she is sure that Sam's world is very nice and has plenty of things for her to slay, she also has a sneaking suspicion that if that actually happened? She's stuck here.
Permanently.
"This is not good right? Please tell me I'm not the only one riding the Not Good train here, because if I am ... I might just have to go quietly freak out over there."
There is a beat.
"Then again, this isn't a bad thing for you guys, you guys belong here, it's just me, being the oddball Slayer out. Great. This is just peachy."
One more beat as she wraps her head around this more.
"You know what? I don't even know if I should bother with the patrolling and the slaying and the fighting evil because what does it get me? It gets me sent through time displaced to other universes, and you know what happens? It sucks that's what happens. I get great big steaming revelations that I'd rather not have shoved in my face, and things get violent, and messy, and I usually come out hating myself which, by the way? Really not fair when all I've done is save the world, oh, a couple dozen times." Her eyes shift and she starts yelling at the ceiling. "What about me, huh? When do I get a stupid vacation?"
There is one final beat, as she looks back at the two boys in front of her, and ... she realizes that letting all that out probably wasn't the best idea. She ducks her head sheepishly and sighs.
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Can she just say that she officially hates her life now? Because she has a sneaking suspicion that she has just been transported to Sam's world. While she is sure that Sam's world is very nice and has plenty of things for her to slay, she also has a sneaking suspicion that if that actually happened? She's stuck here.
Permanently.
"This is not good right? Please tell me I'm not the only one riding the Not Good train here, because if I am ... I might just have to go quietly freak out over there."
There is a beat.
"Then again, this isn't a bad thing for you guys, you guys belong here, it's just me, being the oddball Slayer out. Great. This is just peachy."
One more beat as she wraps her head around this more.
"You know what? I don't even know if I should bother with the patrolling and the slaying and the fighting evil because what does it get me? It gets me sent through time displaced to other universes, and you know what happens? It sucks that's what happens. I get great big steaming revelations that I'd rather not have shoved in my face, and things get violent, and messy, and I usually come out hating myself which, by the way? Really not fair when all I've done is save the world, oh, a couple dozen times." Her eyes shift and she starts yelling at the ceiling. "What about me, huh? When do I get a stupid vacation?"
There is one final beat, as she looks back at the two boys in front of her, and ... she realizes that letting all that out probably wasn't the best idea. She ducks her head sheepishly and sighs.
"Sorry. I'm done now."